Joy is that that wells up inside, a sense of inner peace and serenity that can only come from the awe of HIS majestic creation. Lounging in the heart of nature, surrounded by the works of HIS hands with worship and praise playing in the background, I rekindled my inner flame once again. That overwhelming sense of joy that fills me, that longing to draw closer to my master, its all returned again.

The comfortable company of J, each of us propping ourselves on our elbows and delving into the depths of knowledge. The leisurely sprawl on the mat, sinking into a state of rejuvenation and serenity. Leaning back and closing my eyes, I felt an inexplicable burst of emotion, a mesh taking me by surprise. Right there and then, it felt almost as though GOD had placed an angel beside me, to bring smiles to my face despite my being drained. A carefree laugh, a silly joke, a tasting of life's beautiful simplicity. It felt like perfection existed.

Lying there on the grass, gazing up at the azure sky, I felt as though HIS eyes were watching me right at that moment, a moment filled with reverent fear and gratefulness.