Evem if J upsets me and makes me cry, I've come to know that having him is my biggest blessing. For him to tirelessly love me so patiently even when I'm hard and tiring to love. I've demanded attention, even when he couldn't give it, expected him to change knowing he's the way he is. But I've come to realise that I can hope for change as he grows but if change doesn't come I accept him no matter what. I fell in love with him and therefore choose to accept every part of him as I'm growing, learning each day and finding joy in learning how to love.

I'm sorry for my imperfections dear and my past demanding nature, forgive me as I learn to love you, selflessly and in HIS love.